VISION

The other day I was watching my baby cousin as she walked around the house. One thing she did was fall. She looked around to see what was there to grab on. Another thing I noticed is every time she falls I ran to her to make sure she was ok. My mind didn't process this till a day later. But have you noticed as a christian we fall.

We look around for someone or something to help us get back on our feet. We never realize that God is sitting there waiting for us to ask for his help. We look around and find ourselves alone and decided to give up. Turn our back on God. When we just really need to just have faith that we can get up on our own.

When I ran to her side I run just like God does to us. Haven't you noticed God comes and pulls you up when you can't seem to understand why you fell. Dusting you off and saying go ahead.

The last thing I noticed is how when I feed her she didn't eat everything. God feeds us but we sometimes refuse to eat Because we believe its not good for us. In all it is one of the best things for us to get a message from God. We tend to throw up the word or scripture that call prevent us from doing wrong.

In all God just wants us to understand that the fall isn't the bad part. It the fact we tend to stay down longer than needed. We tend to not realize that he runs to our side to protect us and cover us. He feeds us so we don't make mistakes that are preventable.

So I pray this. May God show you the road. May God cover your dreams. Cover your walk. May he send out warrior angels to fight the things that block your path. Enlarge your growth by far and near. In Jesus name, Amen!

WHAT IS LOVE?

In Love you do over and beyond!

you give your mind, body, spirit!

you turn the other cheek;

you hold your feeling for others,

behind the door.

With love,

you become different,

you turn totally upside down.

Loving the game,

you smile,

you frown.

If love existed,

could you turn a key

and find it?

Could you flip a rock

and it jumps on you?

I realized that first fact of love

is the fact you give them attention.

My puppy, Lady,

I loved her!

Gave her more attention than i did my work.

she had my heart!

she is gone now!

Like the breeze of wind

traveling to another persons lungs

breathing in and out.

Is love like the sun

coming up and down,

blocked by others,

covered by tears from the sky?

What is love?

What is our love?

Unconditional like God

or favorable by the time and week.

What is LOVE?

Goodbye 2009

With this being my last day in the Atl I am about to go in on this POEM OF THIS SEMESTER/YEAR, HOPE YOU LIKE.

The year started with Love and Sex in the air.

giving the new president a two thumbs up

knowing that my future was to be with you

i started my journey to that point

you took my hand and we went together.

like children we played

we shared stories

we experimented

only to find ourselves alone again

on two different sides of the road

the car breaking down

not letting us go any further.

i jumped out

you walked away

i caught the bus

you went on to the future

i stayed picking up pieces.

The year continued and i went from bed to bed

trying to fit a certain piece into my broken heart

nothing able to fit i continued and continued

until God filled that spot yet again.

i spent the summer finding myself

money less and friend less

trying to find food

like the homeless on Martin Luther King Jr Blvd

asking the same people day in day out

for just a little

and the person who i least expected stepped in.

i went into my passion

asking God to guide me

I was uplifted

and took things over

all through God

the twinkle in my eye from God

my work is present today

I began a journey that baggage had to be let go

dropped in the side trash

not able to take with me

i began a transformation

like a autobot i did it all

now God has settled me in this place i call love

comfort, passion, intense listening

and i bow my head

i give my all and say thank you

God is all he has

protected me

he has loved me

he has put people in and took people away.

for my Great Grandma, i love you and miss you

coming home this year

i will miss you so much

as the tear falls

Great Grandma i love you and hope i all i see you soon.

Love is a hard thing to handle

live your life up

and live to the best

As i say goodbye to 2009

2010 seems to be the year i give my all and take nothing back

To friends and Family that may read this.... Thank You for standing by me.... I love you and this is my goodbye to 2009.

Ice Fall

With all these feelings

with all these heartaches

i see you

standing in the rain

asking how do you stay dry?

how do you wait for me?

how do you love someone like me?

I ask the familiar question

can you stand the rain?

i dance on by and say things to get you touch

is it you i am to love

or is it the passing by

as the car drives by

i look in the rearview

remembering that it is past

not heading to the future

are you my all

are you the break of the ice

being my comfort

being my warmth

being my conversation keeper

what are you to be me

this is the ice fall

from my heart!

Hidden Belief

When you look into the eyes of the beloved

you see the hurt

you see the pain

yet you don't understand the true pain

for you see the outside

you see what they portrait

holding a mask is there best job

being a gift giver and not the gift

you cling

asking for more

when he above is wondering when you are coming to him

is this the pain

that they said you will endure

is this the struggle

each human must face

with the changing seasons I break a tear

for you and I are departed

and I must take my step higher

this is my Goodbye

my farwell to the tears of the past

and my smile to the new sunshine

Please Excuse Me

Excuse me! Excuse me!

Is It just me or is my path blocked

Blocked with the haters

The Distractions

The Falls

Excuse me! Excuse me!

Can you not pull me down

Can you uplift me

Can you spare me your time

Can you give me a breathe

Excuse me! Excuse me!

What have I done to you

Did you wrong

Have I left you

Am I different

PLease Excuse me!

As I take the place God has given me

Excuse me for not waiting

Excuse me for taking the narrow path

Excuse me for wanting something different

Excuse me if I never said I love you

Excuse me if I never cooked for you

Please Excuse me!

If I walk with my head high

Please Excuse me!

Because I parents taught me manors

Please Excuse me!

Because I wont change for you

Please Excuse me!

For Using the voice God gave me

Please Excuse me!

If I strive for the best and nothing less

I'm Sure you say No No Excuse me!

So If so

Thank you!

For God has knocked at the door

But I showed up instead of him

Busting it wide open

And waving for others to follow

Please Excuse me!

If my crew has a dream

Please Excuse me!

Cause I have EXCUSED YOU!

If These Walls Could Talk

If these walls could talk

They would tell my love for music

They would tell of my anger

and the fighting

If these walls could talk

They would tell it all

Could they speak of my struggle

Could they say I am grateful

Could they say I praise him

Could they say I remember Home

If these walls could talk

Would they bring out my past

Make me cry

Make me stand still in time

If These walls could talk

Would it say You have sinned

How could you be Child of God

If these walls could talk

Could it hand me the judgement I hand myself

If these walls could talk

Would it say the Things to hurt me

If these walls could talk

What would they say

For if could God spoke through the Walls

What would he say

For the walls are like God

Always there

Yet Quite

Resentful, in the deepest moment

If God Spoke

What would he say

Would he comment on the Walls

For If these walls could talk

I wonder

Would anything beautiful come from it

The Tears running down the sides

The Visions of past Sins

The Oh so many defeats I stand with

If these walls could talk What would they say

May I Take You Back

May I Take you Back

Back to the time when we could dream

When we would sit on the phone

when we would watch movies

When we would speak lovely things

May I take you back

to when we would ask to go out on a date

To when I never was afraid of my boys

Talking about my hand touching yours

May I Take you Back

To when I loved being around you twenty four seven

Cause of the things you made my mind do

May I Take you Back

To when I took my vow

To Never have sex

to respect each lady

May I take you back

To Prom Night

Seeing your smile

May I Take you Back

To the first night I cooked for you

May I take you back

To when I Gave you good feelings

To When you got everything you ever wanted

to My Family loving you and yours me

May I take you back to the first kiss

On the beach sunlight

With everyone watching

May I take you back

To One in Million By Aaliyah

To Four Page Letter By Aaliyah

May I Take you back

To the Movie nights

Laughing and tickling

Since it is in the past

I have to forget

I love to write about this

Yet May I take you back

Makes me wish

Wish of the things that may come

SO May the things that took you back take you forward

Make a WIsh

SO that this is our

Take back poem.....

The Thing about you

The Thing About You

Is You Came back

When You weren't suppose too

You Came to my door

saying I am the only one you want

I am the only one that you can love

The Thing about you

Is that you Have so much I don't deserve

I should be going back to my ways

The thing about you

is that you are the only thing I want

Not the game

Not the Fame

Baby I just want you

With all the things from the past

How may I want my way

When the thing about you

Is you are so important to me

I think the word Love isn't big enough

How May I talk to an angel

When the angel runs away

I just want to feel the glow from heaven

You bring into the room

How May I say

Hello to you

In a room full of dudes

Wanting the wrong thing

All I want is the one

WHo is the only one for me

How may I say

Regardless the distance

I will take cloud nine

to reach the mountain which you stand

How may I Say

My faults are the cracks

That make the earth shake

I have regrets

But here I stand

With my faults

I want to get it right

How may I say

Love is spread like butter

to thin or to much

No matter how long it takes to say my feelings

I will forever be yours

How may things go

I never can say

I stand behind you with my love

and your grace

Cause Here I stand

With the thing about you

is how you come back around

The Thing about you

I have to say is my will to hear you

The thing about you

Is I will forever be yours

All That To Me

I cry because he blessed me

I praise cause he kept me

I speak his name cause he birthed me

Why do you praise!

God has done so much

I can't find a way

to say thank you

without tearing

his mercy has me here

I have to kneel down

I have to give him all

God you been here

You been there

Not a leaf or wind blow

You been around for the long haul

I just am grateful

I say thank you

I cry for your grace

I say basically in all sins

you never turned away

Changed my heart

Changed my mind

Changed my personality

I call you alpha

I call you omega

I call you Holy

I call you my everything

God I praise you

And I say thank You

I cry because God Has never left me

I praise him

I say Hallelujah

I say You are awesome

and God I hope you enlarge

Everyone of my friends territory

Bless them beyond measure

God you are all that to me and more

Thank You!