Monday, October 26, 2009

Who

I was told to stand
i was told i was just a friend
i was told to be just like you
then i stood back
became wiser and realized you where my heart
my soul
my dream
and passion taking my over
as we hold convos over hours
Just tell me how i make you
for the knees are weak
taking me to ground
knowing i missing you
is missing your touch
your comfort
and i see that the thing
you make me turn into
is special
special cause its for you
my love
my new journey partner
my little one
my baby girl....

I Want

i wanted to tell you so much
i wanted to give you all
but you choose others
you went right when i went left
i wanted you to be the right one
i wanted you to be my queen
yet you choose the other way
i want to take you to the moon
i want to be the first and last phone call
i want you in the arms
i want to not have sex till i put the ring on it
you are the love
you are the air
you are my smile
you keep my dreams full
i listen to love songs
when you are not here
just to keep you in mind
staying up late to keep your vision in my eyes
broken promises are re filled
and in your tears
i come to wipe them
and put a smile on your face
cause i love you
I want to tell you
I don't want to lose you
my dream
my love
my heart

Standing STill

I stand in the road
trying to find a ride
to the next destination
hoping to catch a glismp
of what i thought was beauty
turning left and right
only to realize its a one way street
looking back i want to go in reverse
but the laws say forward progress
I stand in the road
dazzed by what my brother call lust
I imaged having just a piece of your crust
in all i breathe long and hard
seeing you walk the long way
can someone remove me from me pain
knowing that you are acting
to show the crack in my armor
Talking about nothing
we sat on the phone
I stand to realize you have changed
while i stayed the same
candle light dinners
cooking over a stove
massages of the feet
I stand still
you knowing alot
me knowing alot
i turn
to see i have nothing
car on E
plane can't take off
feet stuck in quick sand
I stand knowing we are done
and i say goodbye
but stand waiting for love
standing still